Monday, April 12, 2010
Sunday, April 11, 2010
I cannot escape the sound of scraping metal
Low whistles blowing through open windows
Alone in the hills of Nova Scotia
It is early Spring, call it late Winter?
Perhaps somewhere in between.
The snow has melted.
The trees are bare.
Just me and Gloria in this giant old house.
And yet, always there.
Always the sound of scraping metal, and
Low whistles blowing through open windows.
Back in the height of summer,
I am sprawled out on a mattress in Montreal.
The sun is slowly setting
And I am in an almost empty room
Stealing the seconds
From every remaining ray.
Impending darkness,
Solitude.
The sound of scraping metal
To take me away
From so many empty days.
Saturday, April 10, 2010
I miss your mannerisms. I miss the way your eyes would fall far when something [shouldn't have] hurt you. I miss mornings. I miss biking through city streets, feeling your presence somewhere in the shadow of the same mountain.
But
I don't want to miss feeling inadequate, falling short of your dreams of me.
I don't want to miss disappointing you, having not kept up
With where you'd have me be.
Today I subscribe to my own dreams of silly old me.
And hope that an old he only sees what's beyond my fancy dresses,
Knowing that I'm perfect in my becoming something other
Than any other's dream.
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